Friday, July 21
the future. - Friday, July 21, 2006
talking to dammy wammy now & we're talking about what life has in store for us.kids? stardom? job? money?
what if i never find someone to spend with for the rest of my life?
what if i get famous one day?
OR
what if i marry edison one day?
then i'll be famous & be with him! HOHOHOHO. plus, i'll be a taitai too.
yaryar, i'm dreaming( & maybe drooling).
HSBC, for all of lives' what ifs.
anyway, i actually interacted with the china kids today. FRIENDLY BUNCH. x) more on OUR blog SOON.~ *waits for seraphina to send pictures*
it's the end of the week again. sighs, time's really not on my side. =( as much as i get constantly irritated with aaron & him being so irresponsible & cheryl's whinings, it's 9 days left. & i refuse to do a countdown for them,which oso means i have 9 days to get their suprise gifts. sian lah k, i have no idea when's the next time i'm gonna see them. Everyone else will be seeing them at the end of the yr, but i won't. *begins to tear*
it has occured to me that my bday is 3mths away. & i don't think i wanna celebrate it. (josh,have fun). As much as i am depressed about not celebrating it, i know i'm more focused on studying anyway. =( i hate myself.
& it has occured to me that i haven't seen most of gen pple for a pretty LOOONG time. i have no life. i'm a walking zombie with rotten brain oozing out. so why don't you just kill me?
-kel